Since Zond7 left Monday night I have suddenly degenerated from my smug routine, forget to eat meals, and there is laundry everywhere. somehow instead of writing extra poetry and living in a nice neat environment I have entered odd workaholic and not taking care of myself mode.
I think it is also the tramadol and extra coffee. Must fix that tomorrow.
Tea only after 1 cup of coffee, and no tramadol after .. umm..... 1pm?
I wrote to the EFF as i said i would, yesterday i did a fun zine reading thing at DU, I worked quite hard, went to all the meetings ever fucking invented, and hacked some portals whicih was super relaxing and fun, and grocery shopped.
i read from a funny old zine and a section from a newish poem that i think is nearly done.
Cannot do enough at work to feel like i'm on top of things or truly competent. HOw to limit things????? why do i keep on taking more responsiblity?
i do not want to burn out.
also i went to 2 doctor appointments which while not specially stressful or hard, and i went in a cab, were still stressful and hard.
i miss zond7 quite a lot!
i think i need to strictly enforce some hours off even if i can't take a whole day ... which i don't feel that i can....